Me: As long as you love me, I’ll be your platinum, I’ll be your silver, I’ll be your gold. As long as you la-la-la-la, la-la love me.
Him: Idk if this makes sense, but you’re my hallelujah.
Me HAHAHA! YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT! Gimme a time and place, I’ll rendezvous it, I’ll fly ya to it, I’ll beat cha there..
Him: Baby, I got chu. Ha
Me: Us. Trust. A couple of things I can’t spell without “u”
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tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
when I feel upset, I listen to music. People say “music speaks words we cant always say” and I do agree.
THIS, my friends, is where shit gets personal. Don’t think you can handle it?
GTFO…no, seriously. Some of this gets XXX rated.
February 15th, 2012.
Movie Day in Sociology. (score!)
Matt and I had became, basically, joined at the hip by this time. He was basically my brother…andd that’s also around the time where we developed the saying “incest is best.” (cruel, I know.)
Anyway, while watching the Sociology movie, we were passing notes. I decided to screw with him saying I would get with him. I thought it was pretty fun to joke about. Until one night, I was proven that it wasn’t a joke at all.
One night, weeks later, I was hanging out with Matt and Cameron (his like best friend). We had hung out a few times before, all of us (all we ever did was smoked.) Well, one night, Matt was having family issues, so I had the magnificent idea of sneaking him into my house. I dropped Cameron off, and Matt and I went back to my house. We snuck up to my room and watched t.v. for awhile, just joking around while we were sitting on the bed. Then i decided to lay down and just watch The Big Bang Theory, like usual. Well, I decided to look back at Matt, so i did. I looked up, then he tried to kiss me. I kind of pulled away because we both had relationships going…then, i gave in.
In this day and age, teenagers don’t just kiss anymore. && that’s exactly what happened. We kissed….we touched….we had sex. And then we slept.
I remember waking up after that night and driving him to school with me. I stopped to get gas, i got him a Monster, and we went to school.
Him and I walked into the building, and there’s Cameron, smiling. He knew what was up. The only reason being is he was wearing my clothes. && as the day went on…shit grew awkward between us.
I had clearly developed feelings for him…He clearly just wanted action.
I re-made my tumblr. (why?) my other one just wasn’t exactly what i wanted it to be.
Any who, So lets start with my life right now. Ready? LEGOO!
Today is July 17th, 2012. 2:03 am.
I’ve been dealing with A LOT of shit lately. Lets start with last January.
Last January, I started Sociology. I didn’t really know anyone in that class, I was fairly new to the school as well, I had only been there for about a year. While in class one day, we were studying for a test. This guy was in my group. I had noticed his arms, FILLED with cuts and scars. “He’s like me” I thought to myself, “He’s probably been through everything I have AND THEN some.” So i decided to talk to him.
After we had gotten done reviewing, I rolled up to him in a chair, his head is on his desk, sweat shirt sleeves rolled up, scars in full view. I’m pretty sure he knew I would start talking to him. I just had a feeling about him. “Hi” I said, kind of nervously, “I’m Alex.” He looked up at me. “Whats up, I’m Matt”.
&& that’s what started it all.
I talked to Matt everyday, he slowly became my best friend.
I NEVER thought things would go past that. I’ll continue in my next post.
(I’ll post event by event.)